Frustrated

I woke up this morning
to a cloud of gray
It was raining in Boston
home feels a million miles away

Honesty, faith, trust
These are just words to some
I'm waiting on a sunny day
But it doesn't want to come

I wanna stay I wanna be
I wanna feel what is real
I wanna see I wanna be
Everything I am
Everything that I am

twenty twenty-one twenty-two
all have been the same
moving around like a gypsy
is there a face to this name

one step at a time
easier said than done
even in a crowded room
i always feel like one

I wanna stay I wanna be
I wanna feel what is real
I wanna see I wanna be
Everything I am
Everything that I am

question what it's worth
didn't expect this to happen
ready to turn the page
ready to start again

Time to realize
Time to plan
Time to step up
and be the man

I wanna stay I wanna be
I wanna feel what is real
I wanna see I wanna be
Everything I am
Everything that I am

2/07/08 S. T. W.